Well...

We never know what will happen tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and so on and so on. We never know what will change us, how our life could completely change. And we never be ready, but we have to survive. I think... I need to survive now. I'm not ready for this. Really really not. Time flies so fast and i feel left behind. I can't follow. I am also afraid i will lose what i have now. That feeling bothers me. I put something on some place and now i regret it. Damn. Wtf is happening to me? Alright, this year is tough enough :)