Unlucky for you, I'm getting tired of this. So you either make an effort or whatever we have left of this friendship is over

I just feel uncomfortable when I see you. How sad things aren't the way they used to be

Just because I let you go doesn't mean I wanted to

Sometimes, all you can do is hold on. No matter how painful it's gonna be. Because you know it hurts more if you lose it.

Don't blame people for disappointing you. Blame yourself for expecting too much from them.

Don't quit because something went wrong…quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

Life is short and temporary. Don't waste it with your stress just because you can't get what you want. -@WilzKanadi

"Someday I'm going to stop running back to you & you're going to regret letting me get away from you."

"I am in misery

there ain't nobody who can comfort me

why won't you answer me?

the silence is slowly killing me"

"Well I can't explain why it's not enough

cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now, 

oh just leave me now"

"Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't."

"You can't always please others. Sometimes you have to do things on your own & learn that if people are meant to be in your life they will be."

"So lets ignore each other, try to pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down, we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this."

pertama kali gw belajar chord gitar adalah sekitar kelas 2 smp kalo ga salah, dan lagu inilah yang pertama kali bisa gw mainin dari awal sampe akhir. hmm ngga otodidak sih, tp diajarin sama seseorang. dia adalah mantan pacar kakak gw yg sebenarnnya belum sempat gw kenal lama. dulu setiap dia mau ngapelin kakak gw, dia harus ngajarin gw main gitar dulu. haha.
petikan gitarnya simple tapi enak dan lirik dalam lagu ini juga lagi sesuai dengan kegalauan gw hehe. makanya jadi pengen mainin lagu ini lagi. dan karena yang ngajarin gw memainkan lagu ini sudah tiada, jadi postingan ini gw dedikasikan untuk dia. terima kasih lho pernah mengajarkan gw bermain gitar. have fun up there, min ;)

"My dear friend, sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons. They just know that things will get worse if they stay"

Hi my blog. I've something to share. For those who read this, if you don't understand what i'm talking about, just read or forget it. Don't ever question me anything. Got it?
Alright then, hmm i admit that i feel much better lately. I get a lil of me back, and i don't feel lost anymore. But still, something's bothering me. I still cant accept a few things. Things changed, not the way i want, so i hate it. When i remember that things already changed, i get mad. I lost my mood, get angry, and i hit the wall sometimes.
I stopped walking away then i tried tried and tried harder to accept it, i just cant. I'm too selfish. When something doesn't go the way i want, i just wanna leave. People say i can't grow up that way, i know! But i've tried so hard, i've done my best and i still can't. So what am i supposed to do? I dont even know what i'm gonna do now. Why don't things just go the way i want? Why don't people just understand how i really feel? Stop saying "don't worry", "forget it", "just try to accept", or even "you gotta move on". Y'all can say those words cause it's not happening to you. It's fckin easy to say, but it's hard to do! I wish i could just walk away and never come back. Like what i said, walking away hurts, and staying kills. So it's better get hurt or get killed?