"bukankah titik hujan tak pernah bertanya mengapa mereka harus meninggalkan tata langit dan kembali lagi menjadi awan"

When my sister told me that she's getting married next year, I should be happy, but i dont. I dont know, i think im just afraid. Im afraid i will lose her. A sister. We dont spend much time together, we dont talk much. I need more timeee! If i heard my friends' stories about how close they are with their sisters, i always wish i could tell them stories too but i dont have any. I wish i had chance to get closer to her. I wish i could tell her how afraid i am of losing her but i just cant. Maybe there will be a time when we could talk privately, just two of us, and i would like to tell her how much i love her, i care about her, and i want her to know that no matter what happen to us, i will always, always be there for her. Hmm sounds exaggerated, doesnt it? Be happy sist, i got your back :)