Cause you cant keep on running away. It will happen exactly the same. But you can just leave like before, and start all over again. 

Sometimes you just cant talk about it. The thing that bothers you so much. You wish you could share it with someone but you are afraid, you are afraid if they know about it, they will look at you differently, or even change their attitude towards you. 

I dont know. I dont know how to live this life. Somehow i dont know if i could keep going or not. Im so curious, how did they do that? Can i? I cant pretend anymore. What if all this time, im living my life the way people want me to? Not the way i want to? :) I cant be the person im not. I am lost. I really am. I know sooner or later this is gonna happen. I gotta let it go but i cant. Its my life already. How can i lose my life? My bad. Making a person as my life. Yap, my whole life.