Unlucky for you, I'm getting tired of this. So you either make an effort or whatever we have left of this friendship is over

I just feel uncomfortable when I see you. How sad things aren't the way they used to be

Just because I let you go doesn't mean I wanted to

Sometimes, all you can do is hold on. No matter how painful it's gonna be. Because you know it hurts more if you lose it.

Don't blame people for disappointing you. Blame yourself for expecting too much from them.

Don't quit because something went wrong…quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

Life is short and temporary. Don't waste it with your stress just because you can't get what you want. -@WilzKanadi

"Someday I'm going to stop running back to you & you're going to regret letting me get away from you."

"I am in misery

there ain't nobody who can comfort me

why won't you answer me?

the silence is slowly killing me"

"Well I can't explain why it's not enough

cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now, 

oh just leave me now"

"Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't."

"You can't always please others. Sometimes you have to do things on your own & learn that if people are meant to be in your life they will be."

"So lets ignore each other, try to pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down, we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this."

pertama kali gw belajar chord gitar adalah sekitar kelas 2 smp kalo ga salah, dan lagu inilah yang pertama kali bisa gw mainin dari awal sampe akhir. hmm ngga otodidak sih, tp diajarin sama seseorang. dia adalah mantan pacar kakak gw yg sebenarnnya belum sempat gw kenal lama. dulu setiap dia mau ngapelin kakak gw, dia harus ngajarin gw main gitar dulu. haha.
petikan gitarnya simple tapi enak dan lirik dalam lagu ini juga lagi sesuai dengan kegalauan gw hehe. makanya jadi pengen mainin lagu ini lagi. dan karena yang ngajarin gw memainkan lagu ini sudah tiada, jadi postingan ini gw dedikasikan untuk dia. terima kasih lho pernah mengajarkan gw bermain gitar. have fun up there, min ;)

"My dear friend, sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons. They just know that things will get worse if they stay"

Hi my blog. I've something to share. For those who read this, if you don't understand what i'm talking about, just read or forget it. Don't ever question me anything. Got it?
Alright then, hmm i admit that i feel much better lately. I get a lil of me back, and i don't feel lost anymore. But still, something's bothering me. I still cant accept a few things. Things changed, not the way i want, so i hate it. When i remember that things already changed, i get mad. I lost my mood, get angry, and i hit the wall sometimes.
I stopped walking away then i tried tried and tried harder to accept it, i just cant. I'm too selfish. When something doesn't go the way i want, i just wanna leave. People say i can't grow up that way, i know! But i've tried so hard, i've done my best and i still can't. So what am i supposed to do? I dont even know what i'm gonna do now. Why don't things just go the way i want? Why don't people just understand how i really feel? Stop saying "don't worry", "forget it", "just try to accept", or even "you gotta move on". Y'all can say those words cause it's not happening to you. It's fckin easy to say, but it's hard to do! I wish i could just walk away and never come back. Like what i said, walking away hurts, and staying kills. So it's better get hurt or get killed?

"Everyone changes. You can’t expect someone to stay the same forever. You can’t grow that way"

Why do i find it so hard to move on? Can you just get the hell out of my mind? I told you, if youre not planning to come back, just back off. Please. Dont make it hard for me. Im exhausted. I need to get a better life, eventhough without you

"I'm letting go. and thats a promise. but as i'm letting go, part of me is going with you"

I have to let something go and move on. I dont have any other choices. I have to do this. It isnt easy, but doesnt mean its impossible. Nothing lasts forever, right? So lets try to make a move. Forget the past, live the present and create a better future. people leave, things change, and life goes on. Dont worry, God is always with us! Goodnight!

I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted.

"Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me"

I don't really know what's wrong with me. All i know is i lost something i can't replace. Now i just feel empty. I don't feel like living my life. I lost a half of my life. I can't tell what's bothering me cause im not sure yet, but something goes wrong. Definetly wrong. It drives me crazy, i can't handle it nor fix it. Perhaps i should let it go. But i don't think i could. I need to grow up, it's a big deal for me. I can't accept things i hate, i want everything goes the way i want, and i wish i could control everything. See? I need to grow up asap. Im exhausted. Somebody help! I dont think people would understand my problem(s), that's why i don't think im gonna share it with anyone. No one needs to know. Better keep my mouth shut and faking my smile. Act like nothing happens. I hope im not living a fake life. Let's just start a new one. Don't close the book, just turn the page. Stop caring, stop worrying, stop giving a damn, and start making a move. I believe that "everything's gonna be ok in the end. If it's not ok, it's not the end". Goodnight people :)

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know

This could be the end of everything,
So why don't we go,
Somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know...

it's happening to me now

apa salah kalo gw nyoba seneng2? bukannya di sana lo seneng?


apa salah kalo gw punya banyak temen? bukannya di sana lo juga punya banyak orang di sekitar lo?


apa salah kalo gw menyibukkan diri? bukannya lo juga sibuk?


apa salah kalo gw berusaha ngelupain masa lalu gw? bukannya lo juga udah lupa?


apa salah kalo gw melanjutkan hidup? bukannya lo udah ngelakuin itu lebih dulu?


apa salah semua yg gw lakuin? jadi yg bener cuma lo?


coba deh dipikirin sekali lagi. kalo emang semuanya yg gw lakuin salah, kasih tau gw salahnya di mana.

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

"Fck the feelings. Fck the touch. Fck the memories. They hurt too much"

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way


Gak pernah bosen sama lagu ini. Dan emang kata2nya bener banget. Two thumbs up (Y)(Y)

when things change, deal with it. if you couldn't, just walk away. don't make things worse. because sometimes, you try your hardest but things don't work out the way you want them to. life goes on and you're running out of time. leave it and move on. life isn't about depending on anyone or anything. it's about keep going and moving forward. nothing can stop you except God and yourself. don't worry, God always has a better plan for you :)

Aku hanya bisa terdiam
Melihat kau pergi dari sisiku
Dari sampingku
Tinggalkan aku seakan semuanya
Yang pernah terjadi
Tak lagi kau rasa

Masih adakah tentang aku
Di hatimu yang kau rasakan
Coba kau rasakan
Mudahkah bagimu untuk hapuskan
Semua kenangan bersama denganku
Tak pernah sedikit pun
Aku bayangkan betapa hebatnya
Cinta yang kau tanamkan

Hingga waktu beranjak pergi
Kau mampu hancurkan hatiku

Reff :
Ada yang hilang dari perasaanku
Yang terlanjur sudah
Kuberikan padamu
Ternyata aku tak berarti tanpamu
Berharap kau tetap di sini
Berharap dan berharap lagi

Kalo kata anak jaman sekarang, ini lagu galau banget. tapi meeenn, ini lagu bener2 cocok dan pas banget ama suasana hati dan hidup gw (saat ini). perhatikan setiap kata dalam liriknya, huff

i was looking at recent updates on bbm, and i found this as my friend's display picture. i like it