November 7th 2011, 22:50

I don't really know what's wrong with me. All i know is i lost something i can't replace. Now i just feel empty. I don't feel like living my life. I lost a half of my life. I can't tell what's bothering me cause im not sure yet, but something goes wrong. Definetly wrong. It drives me crazy, i can't handle it nor fix it. Perhaps i should let it go. But i don't think i could. I need to grow up, it's a big deal for me. I can't accept things i hate, i want everything goes the way i want, and i wish i could control everything. See? I need to grow up asap. Im exhausted. Somebody help! I dont think people would understand my problem(s), that's why i don't think im gonna share it with anyone. No one needs to know. Better keep my mouth shut and faking my smile. Act like nothing happens. I hope im not living a fake life. Let's just start a new one. Don't close the book, just turn the page. Stop caring, stop worrying, stop giving a damn, and start making a move. I believe that "everything's gonna be ok in the end. If it's not ok, it's not the end". Goodnight people :)