Who knows? Things change, people change, even life changes in any minute. So let it be. 

I dont know, i just wanna run away. I wanna escape. I dont wanna be here. I wanna forget everything, leave everyone i know and everything i have (except family and closest friend). I wanna start something new. I feel useless here, or everywhere? Oh God, i really dont wanna be here right now. I wanna go away!