Sometimes love means taking a step back. If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy even if you wind up being left out. -Ted Mosby, himym

There's always a reason behind every thing. And sometimes you'd better not knowing what the reason is. The reason could be hurt, or maybe it's just something you don't wanna hear. And also everyone always, always have a reason for everything. Well i mean an excuse.

Step back, just step back. Dont let it happen again. Dont make a same mistake twice. Dont fall apart again. Ive been here before then shouldve known at the first place, it will never work out. No matter how many times i try. Damn. The stupidest thing is i let this happen again. Damn.

Maybe its time, time to stop. Time to let go of what feels so familiar. Time to leave behind what we have so far. Time to be what they've always expected us to be. Time to fight our ego and give what they want. It's not surrender, perhaps it's being mature. Or just loose? :)

Does it start now? Yes that's what i mean, life. Does it? I don't know, i don't like the world. Seems like the world doesn't like me either. Yes all this time i made someone becomes my life. It becomes my very first consideration when i'm going to do something. Anything....

Well i don't know if i can do this. Moving on isn't the hardest part but starting over is. What if we got our ass off this comfort zone and things change. And not to be better? What if we grew apart, and things don't go the way we've planned it? Can we just go back, having more time?