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20.15
Posted by adelia
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06.16
i dont know when it started.
it just happened.
i have no idea how to stop this.
stop myself for being me.
or its just not me?
i think i get too attached. its like you are the center of my life and that freaks me out. im becoming so afraid of losing what i have now because it once happened to me and it messed me up. i dont want it to happen again but come on, who i am again? i should let go of things that i have no control of and start living my own life because in the end, everybody else are too busy saving their own life, arent they?
it just happened.
i have no idea how to stop this.
stop myself for being me.
or its just not me?
i think i get too attached. its like you are the center of my life and that freaks me out. im becoming so afraid of losing what i have now because it once happened to me and it messed me up. i dont want it to happen again but come on, who i am again? i should let go of things that i have no control of and start living my own life because in the end, everybody else are too busy saving their own life, arent they?